GentlyWeeping

Whooo exams over!!!!!
List of things to do

write the next mega hit song

fight environmental pollution

stop the fighting in iraq and elsewhere

watch singapore soccer and promise not to criticise their lousy play

do some leisure reading for once

get a job

Today is Earth day, and I bet majority of you guys don't even know it. Not your fault really gotta thank all the more 'important' things out there. I guess we will only really care about the environment when we are melting in the sun or when food crops die out and we are plunged into another war over the remaining whatever lifestock and arable land there is.
I am probably also then the biggest hypocrite as I am blogging about this while using up precious electricity at 922pm with my light on in my HDB flat.
I can;t believe how we are so distracted and focused on the unimportant things in life. I can;t believe how, a man, escaping from some stupid area can be more important then the earth that is dying.
The human race then has to be the stupidest species on earth then, for we endlessly develop ways to ever more efficiently kill ourselves and then try tirelessly to solve the problems steming from our creations. Those enlightenment philosophes gotta be the most optimistic idiots on earth when they thought that the human race was progressing. Progressing my ass man, what has science done but open this whole pandora's box of death and suffering under the whole idea that we are advancing and leading ever better lives.
The whole very notion of our existence I feel is fundamentally wrong then for we do nothing but live only to create hardship and destruction for someone or something else. If an animal eats another he does so out of necessity and it contributes to the ecosystem, but men eats and not only that dumps in a few tons of pesticide along with some rubbish to top it off.
Now of course I would not say that we should run naked and return to our natural savage beings but the whole life outlook and meaning for living is so fundamentally flawed.
If we live to ever seek to lead more comfortable lives then of course some ass is going to pay for it, there is no such thing as a free lunch so to speak. The whole idea of the capitalist system so to speak then is a system of destruction that then ever seeks and develop ways to distract us such that it perpetuates till ultimately we cease to exist
If God is ,depending on you, really there and that he is really omnipotent, shouldn;t we be spending every minute of our lives trying to please him. Then shouldn;t it be the same for the earth, we are all on the same boat man, and if it sinks we go along with it, despite how much fucking money you have, shouldn;t then it play the biggest part of our lives then??
We are fucking screwed man, with the global temperatures rising and bees dying and pollution ,so that i can consume and be fleetingly happy for a tiny while with my purchase, and killing ourselves over some stupid belief of our own.
We are screwed.
This post is full of grammatical and speeling mistakes as i intended to write what i felt before it left me and i return to my distracted life again